HEALING OF THE SOUL AUGUST 2017
HEALING OF THE SOUL AUGUST 2017
With the energy of the new moon portal in August 2017, my dad came to me in spirit & surrounded me with huge Amethyst crystals with messages etc. He normally stands in front of me but this time he came to me in a dream. He was in a Amethyst cave with massive size crystals surrounding me. When dad passed & went to spirit Nov 28 2016, he has given me many profound signs & is now helping me heal many things in my life that I had blocked out. I normally keep a lot to myself because it’s always been me helping others for many years now & putting my own needs aside. It has greatly taken a huge impact in my life. I do take a lot of alone time for myself to reflect back and let go etc.How ever dad can clearly see what my life truly has been like from childhood until present & this is why he is stepping forward & showing me what needs to be healed & un blocked. This is why I do the work I do because I know what its like, have been there & done that. My spiritual work is what keeps me grounded.
As I reflect back upon 2016 with tears in my eyes & sadness in my heart it has truly changed & transformed me in a profound way which has given me much insight, clarity & wisdom. One of the many lessons I learnt was how many people took me for granted, mislead & used me especially when I was very vulnerable. I was to busy looking after others & yet it was myself that was suffering & not listening to my own soul speak. What an awakening it was for me to finally see reality while in meditation. I am truly grateful & blessed for what spirit had shown me as I was lost & very alone. I was still coming to terms & healing with having both my dogs & 17 friends pass away from 2014-2015 plus balancing everything else out on my own. It was extremely over whelming, I was passing out while I was driving & still wonder how I survived & kept myself together etc.
,Ive had many people come to me asking me how do I meditate Jeni ? I have such a busy schedule. My philosophy is, the busier your lifestyle, the more alone time you truly need to meditate to hear your “soul speak”. We can get caught up in a busy life style due to circumstances that are out of our control. This is when we need to take our power & energy back to create a healthier life style more balanced. When we get over whelmed with many responsibilities we can get off track. Confusion & illusion can then sometimes come in leaving us with a scattered mind set. The more scattered & cluttered our mind gets, the more we do not hear our soul speak, the voice within that is our” “inner guru”. How could you possibly know what direction to go if you’re constantly on the go? Is it not time to take some alone time for you ?